Is it the inner beast, or the creation of the greater being that I have always thought that I would become? … Should I walk this path to begin with, or am I giving in to the beast?
Do I always require great confusion to become enlightened dear Lord, or am I simply an enemy unto myself? … Do I really hate myself this much? Am I actually facing the beast?
Should I forget to be grateful for what I have earned dear Lord I apologize, I am human after all. The blindness of life is not the gift I once thought, it’s a curse, as usual I was wrong, I’m sorry …
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