Thursday, November 3, 2005

Update on the 17th Year - Volume 3


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Yesterday was pure chaos for this sicko, and it was ok. I got an alert from a friend who knew that another friend was hurting really badly, and I would probably be able to help. I ran to the aid of a friend who HAS ALWAYS been there for me, and I hope I did good work. With that … the forty five thousand other things I needed to do, didn’t get done. The children of course, and all of their “little eccentricities” added to it all, and I am still doing well. Actually I am quite scared that I am not ripping my hair out, because this pathetic excuse for a blog is all that I am writing. The fact that I had 86 comments at the point I wrote this, and that they all needed an answer, was another stupid idea that interfered with my creative cycle. If you didn’t read ALL of the comments then you are a fool, go back and see them as I am really proud of my friends, and actually myself under all of that pressure. Time, and the lack of it, is one of the greatest stressors that I have, and the fact that I rarely care for myself is a by-product of it. I need Jeremy time, and sometimes I have to let some things suffer to let other things grow. I am at the beginning of three days off and two of them are going to be spent with Lori, thank God, and the other one, I will cram in everyone’s blogs … actually … I will if I feel like it … God Loves You And So Do I, and I will leave you with one of my poems that I think sucks … no need to tell me it doesn’t, I am used to being told I am wrong about my own judgments of self ~wink~ ;8o)

Have you ever peered out into the beautiful nights sky to see what you know is there … Have the stars, ever particularly grabbed you, as their brilliance, minds you to stare …

Are the many worlds above us, around us, just the patterns, of a loving God for us to see … Or are they just a framework, the big picture, the light, beautiful life tapestry …

How I look upon these stars, tonight, so many I see anew, and ever so glorious to behold … I ponder once again to myself if those stars were always there, and I duly note, they unfold …

The precious gift another night, a star I never seen, never glanced, never loved, never knew ...

Perhaps that’s the star I have always wanted, my gift, my treasure, my hope, from me to you …

I go again to trace the sky, places known from all the myths and astrology my mind has always hung … My eyes glance at the big dipper, the little one too, and the littler one I discovered when I was young …

My eyes they peer back to the star that never had I seen before, and as usual I think agian in mirth …

I simply give a wave of sorts, as I say “Hello from Gods creation that she told us all is Earth”

p.s. … the Tales of Tease, are Jeremy time, well spent as well, and expect one to NEVER tell the grandkids about, Sunday night. Probably should hope they never-ever find out the things I am writing in this one either, cuz I am feeling extremely naughty :P````

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Nothing that was printed here was intended to offend anyone, and if it did, fuck ya, you begged for it. If you believe that there are some measures that can be taken to change me, then please feel free to pray for me, and while you are at it yourself, because you read this far, and if you hated every minute of it, then you are an idiot, not me, or the other people who like what I have to say! .. Jeremy

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